30 Things for me
This is a reader-submitted story.
1. My diagnosis is: migraine.
2. My migraine attack frequency is: a few times in a week (I don’t try to count).
3. I was diagnosed in: 2011.
4. My comorbid conditions include: Asperger’s, SLE, Crohn’s, psoriasis, asthma (I don’t know if this is the right understanding of comorbid, but these are other conditions that matter lots for me).
5. I take 1 medications/supplements each day for prevention and 2 medications/supplements to treat an acute attack
6. My first migraine attack was: age 3/4 (now I am an adult).
7. My most disabling migraine symptoms are: I don’t know, I can’t pick things out individually, it’s too rolled up into a whole feeling.
8. My strangest migraine symptoms are: not feeling like I’m in my body or head really the same as usual.
9. My biggest migraine triggers are: being tired, lights, how other illnesses are and treatments.
10. I know a migraine attack is coming on when: I can’t see somehow in some places, even though I can at the same time.
11. The most frustrating part about having a migraine attack is: The inevitability after I notice the sight is not correct.
12. During a migraine attack, I worry most about: I don’t worry, I don’t think I ever have this feeling or understand what it is.
13. When I think about migraine between attacks, I think: I can’t imagine that it can really be like it actually is, it must be OK.
14. When I tell someone I have migraine, the response is usually: Oh.
15. When someone tells me they have migraine, I think: How does it affect you? How do you survive?
16. When I see commercials about migraine treatments, I think: I don’t watch television.
17. My best coping tools are: bed with some darkness and the right clothes and temperature.
18. I find comfort in: the moments when I am coming out of it.
19. I get angry when people say: that it can’t be too bad.
20. I like it when people say: interesting things.
21. Something kind someone can do for me during a migraine attack is: leave me alone but also notice when it is better to go to hospital (these are quite contradictory which is a problem).
22. The best thing(s) a doctor has ever said to me about migraine is: I’m sorry I can’t help more.
23. The hardest thing to accept about having migraine is: that I have them.
24. Migraine has taught me: I can survive much more than I imagine I can.
25. The quotation, motto, mantra, or scripture that gets me through an attack is: I can’t think in this way during the time. In my life I think I can live longer to contribute to society and make it better.
26. If I could go back to the early days of my diagnosis, I would tell myself: It’s not going to be fixed as soon as a doctor’s appointment comes, the doctors can’t really do much (for all the illnesses, not particularly migraine) and it might last forever.
27. The people who support me most are: Scientists who spend their lives to come up with medicines and treatments that work for all kinds of illnesses.
28. The thing I most wish people understood about migraine is: it can be quite bad.
29. Migraine and Headache Awareness Month is important to me because: people should know it’s not from being soft or pathetic.
30. One more thing I’d like to say about life with migraine is: it is good to read about how other people survive.
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